I'm back AS New MOMMY

Its been more than a year since I have written.

I'm very happy that after these many days I am writing a TOPIC which I have never written on my blog or anywhere on the web.

Its not just topic, but NEW ME. Yes, I'm a new MOMMY now having 8 months old BABY GIRL. Lucky me got baby girl. And she is an angel in our life. Enjoying mother hood and not just that but ENJOYING being a mother to my cute little baby.

My mother always used to say, "You'll realise my presence, only when you become a mother",(most moms say that I know :-D). Absolutely, I realised and still realising how my mother(any mother) has been handling things and how their LIVES are!!!!

I'm bowing my HEAD to all MOTHERS irrespective of their age.

I started believing the saying "Because God did not have time to look after each and every creature, He sent us MOTHER".


I love you MOM and ALL MOTHERS in this UNIVERSE!!!

More to go about this MOTHERHOOD experience chaps... Keep visiting for interesting shares of my Kiddo as she is growing mischievous and naughty(like ME :-p).

Thinking for a While...

After very many days...I'm spending time on my BLOG especially to write a post....

Before few posts I wrote about my 185th Day of My Marriage Life...It was about my daily routines and the way of life that has changed after my marriage....When I thought of REJUVENATING my blog with my writing, again I got an hunch that why I dont share my recent happenings that created IMPACT in my behaviour altogether...

Is expectation always a disappointment??? Is expecting from your loved ones a sin???? Being lovable and loving a mistake????? All these days I was thinking these things were right...But people around me so called near and dear(dearest) ones PROVED me wrong that YOU MUST NOT USE THE WORD LOVE and you should remove the word love....and the DICTIONARY CONTAINED synonyms of SELFISHNESS....

Should I not expect even love from people around me???? Yes people around me taught me TO STOP LOVING, START BEING SELFISH....I started doing the same...

I started BEING SELFISH.....I LIKED what I felt....I liked to help others... I liked being selfish...I liked to shower ALL MY LOVE and that became my selfishness....I stopped expecting....I started LOVING MORE & MORE....

When I started thinking am I changing gradually???? Yes the way I express & expect has been changed according to the PRESENT WORLD...but THE NATURE of ME DID NOT CHANGE.....AND WILL NEVER CHANGE....Thanking my mom for giving this LOVING NATURE and ESPECIALLY THIS UNCONDITIONAL loving nature....


Are you experiencing anything similar to this??? Or ever experienced before like this??? Share with me....friends...

Why should girls have all the PAIN? UBC Day 1

I started writing this after I wrote for 100 Words on Saturday @ WriteTribe.

Here is the post & prompt: I knew it was my last day there.

How life of mine had been and how it has changed? The reason is similar to all the other girls' lives, Marriage. Yes, the event Marriage in my life has taken me to new world and not just new world but also NEW ME. 

I wonder what has happened to me..Right from my daily routines TO my own behaviours, habits, even some of my characteristics have been totally changed. I wouldn't have known that I can ALSO be like this(presently what I am), if the event of marriage has not happened. 

I had screwed my mother for better and tastier food than what she had cooked. I had yelled at my mother for no reasons but arguments with friends outside of which she had no clue but silence was her reaction. No single work or help I did for her till my marriage except, raising the electricity bill merely watching television all the day and extended nights. No smiles, no words, no conversation with her, at her. 

But still, she served like a nurse. She worked like a dog. She hid her pain in her SMILE. She smiled at every face she saw, as if she is the blissful woman in the world. She never complained about anyone for anything, though she had(is) undergone such painful moments, not just moments, to be precise, painful life she was leading. No bloody creature including me knew about HER and HER PAIN...

All these things I got to know only after some days of my Marriage. Its not about knowing, but I REALISED what life was she leading and how it was possible. 

She never asked anything for her. She never cooked anything for her. She never prayed anything for her. How a person can be like this??? I could never imagine this kind of characteristics that whether I would imbibe from her in future though she is my mother. 

In recent days, one of her characteristics, has come to me and I realised it... TOLERANCE and level of tolerance has gone to higher level than it was before my marriage. I never kept quiet in a conversation. I was never silent in an argument. I never accepted my brothers' or sisters' or my parents' instruction. I hate being instructed and directed, when I do my job.

But..but..but....All these things got changed within me after my marriage, which I NEVER knew that would be of my characteristics this soon. I said YES to everything immaterial of its importance, seriousness, sensibility. I stopped arguing except with my husband. I HEARD to the instructions though its already being done by me. 

Getting up early, doing household chores(also cooking), helping M-I-L, taking care in-laws; all these things have become part of my daily life. Sorry Sorry..Have become MY LIFE, in a very short span of marriage life. Its not that I am against all these changes but, why for GIRLS alone? Though it is the reality that has to be accepted, why can't we change this reality? 

Similar to the question 'Why should boys have all the fun?', I want to ask 'Why should girls have all the PAIN?'

Amity

Kindliness,
The word had borne after you had born….’Amma’